it's a short day today. had only iochem n then go hm le. spend my afternoon trying to sleep but didnt manage to sleep long. cos my mum was on e phone n she seems to be like screaming at e top of her lungs.oh wells. then work work work.

IM NOT GONNA GIVE A DAMN TO SOME REAL LAME PPLE. IF U WANN TO SAY ME, THEN JOLLY WELL PUT UR NAME UP. WHY? SCARE? IF NOT GET LOST.

im not a good gal.n that's a fact. im jus like a useless person.at hm, in sch, with frens, everywhere.im nt feeling emo again. but they r jus some facts that lay at e bottom of my heart for a long time.secondary sch, a lot pple dislike me.or shld i say i only hv a few frens.move on to poly. im really glad i had made a bunch of fun frens. it's really fun to be with them. but, i also wont forget abt the few frens i had in sec sch. for they are e ones tat helped me thru e darkest period then. i really dunno. sometimes i jus feel myself so dumb. so frenless. sometimes, i really cant find or shld i say dunno who can i turn to. e feeling of lostness, feeling of frenless is really suck. im happy when i got "bully" n frens stand up for me. im happy everytime meeting up n catching up after so long.n i really cherish e times spend together. but it's always misunderstandings that caused everything.n now, who is really true to be n whose not? who can i can hv a heart to heart chat n whose not? will anyone be there when i need a listening ear?im feeling very terrible. frens shld listen eash other out, shldnt they? shld support n comfort each other shldnt they? i jus dunno how to be a good fren.i dun even fulfil e criteria to be a good fren.i cant even let pple trust me.i dunno how to feel about how others feel. i jus suck at everything n anything.

i know it's my fault.im very sorry. chain of things?i wont know if u din say.