im really mad now. MAD! i mean wat am i or who am i to u or u all? yes, it's all my fault for not informing about WWW. but, i have my reasons. really. will u listen them out? why everytime things like tat im always e one! e feeling sucks okay? yes, u all or u can be in bad mood, but im not in a good mood either. n everytime when im feeling so so terrible,who can i turn to? my frens? my family? i can turn to no one! at hm, anyone, any single soul care for me? no! mum is always bias against! always saying im lazying n not giving in to yang. i did wat i have to do alry, lazy? yang is so spoilt n he beats me despite im his xiao gu, so i still hv to give in to him? do i still hv a say in e hse? frens? like who? who is there to listen to me, to encourage me? n not quarrelling with me, cold wars with me. im really sad! i mean no offence jus saying wat tat is kept inside me for long. cos im really really sad n hit hard this time round.

can u come n stay by me?