i hv so many thousand million things to blog abt. but when i sign in n come to e blogger page, my mind goes blank. seriously no offence to anyone but if u're not comfortable reading then pls dun read on. if i've offended u, im sorry. can jus read n forget abt it. im not in a good mood today; or rather it sucks. i dunno wat im feeling today, happy, sad, angry, sorry? watever it is, jus suck. im glad at least there is some progress tat class is communicating well. though there is still cliques. but seriously i dunno how long i can to survive there. jus a so shit feeling? like i hv no one else i can talk to? like im jus gonna rot n die there? cannot enter any conver. like im so unwanted anywhere, like everyone is trying to ask me to get lose n shoo? i mean im having this suck feeling. yeah, pple saying im fierce. i know why. sorry to those guys tat i always beat n scold. i know it's pain, sorry. i'll note tat. sorry to those i've teased too if u dun like. but can ur mouth jus~ stop saying me n him or watsoever will u? others got say, ya. i dun mind u all saying but it gets a little annoying when u keep say n say n when we say u, still must scare u angry, but at least we know a limit, we stop, u WILL nv stop saying. n seriously i dun know how annoying i am to all, is tat so bad to group with me? or r they jus jokes but im thinking too much? but it's all e time when someone announce n those tat was with me will be unhappy. once or twice is fine with me la, but everytime, it makes me really think if im tat bad. im not perfect; in fact, it's so so imperfect. i dun wan wat impression i left to all. a nasty n not nice gal i guess. jus some one who is loud n bitchy perhaps. i felt so like hiding up in a corner n cry. jus stab me n let me die. would tat be a nicer ending?

comfort me n dun quarrell with me now, will u?