hello. the day started off well, with mr kong's lesson.. amused all of us with e way he talks. well, laugh hard. blur me tot there was tutorial for corrosion science but it's only for odd week. had 2 hour break. slack for quite some time at fc 1 then went to hand in e donation card. pathetic mine only $5. after tat had material sci lect. n i mia for half of e lesson.
yea, i embarrass myself in front of so much pple once again. oh shit. but i really cant take it. i dunno why am i always e one. of all pple me. it's jus me n me. n it jus leads to me start think n think of all e not-to-be-thought stuffs. im seriously feeling so so terrible n in such a lousy mood n bad temper tis few days. i appear to be fine, but am i? im NOT!i dun feel homely at hm! dun feel belonged in sch with friends etc. but jus this stupid shit feeling when there is no where pple wans u n instead asking u to get lost.fishy's rite. she understands wat im in. e feeling of~ oh crap. this is jus a mini bit of wat happens. apologised, yea forget it. im jus not feeling good at all. i guess i scared my classmates; thanks for all ur concern. im fine.(:
oh, i wont forget e look.seriously. yea, it's really childish. n i cant stand it. but ive decided to not do anything cos im not childish(:
hmmmm.. im a bless n fortunate girl. others might not know or see it, most imptly is i know it.(: it's also needless for me to compare u with others, cos it's again, i know(: no matter how sad or unhappy i am, u are there.i know(: thank you boy! :D
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