oh yes, it's ms aw's bday. it's on 6th actually. but then posted first cos 2ml not free eh! lol~ happy birthday la, ms aw xinning! lol~ rmb my present on 19th sept! :Dalright, today is another day in sch. went earlier to do SEM scanning. 2 hours we ONLY did 1 sample. :( nvm, beginners ma, soon we will pick up e skill! :D then was nanosci tut. then gems. by e time gems ended, we FAMISHED! lol~ we headed to pizza hut to eat. n we make a fool out of ourselves la. LOL! bad experience~~~ no one there to attend to us, bla bla bla~ LOL! no good! LOL! n while eating e guys are SO MEAN! keep talks abt there game la, mafia war etc.. ma chiam i transparent! hahaha. :( after tat headed back to library n did some research. yawns! im so tired but i need to get my formal reports done n printed out cos deadlines are REALLY near! :( n oh man, i need time, im running outta time! needs to juggle between work n sch is tiring. recently 3 in-charge, one on annual leave, one helping in anchorpt, so left only ONE~! soooo we got alot of shift. but i dun need e shifts now, cos i need to finish my reports n stuffs n study for my testSS next week! :( perhaps another janet will help! cloning anyone? LOL.
oh wells, sometimes things are just unfair. n pples are just selfish. n this is so true. perhaps, things are changing which leads to wat it is today. im feeling sad deep down inside. everything single time, but i didnt say a single word. but things do come to a point of time when everything needs to be poured out. im really really sad n so so disappointed. i know, those days are gone, gone.peng you yi sheng yi qi zou;no matter how gloomy i thank my lovelies for being with me. LOVES;off to clear my 4 impt stuffs today!

hold on, little fingers.(:
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